Stand in for Love

How could I have been so stupid.
To think that i could ever be
some one that you could love.
I Love You.
I know now that you will never
love me as i love you.
I don't have the right name.
I don't have the right face or
the right body that you truly
love.
I guess I am just a stand in for love.
But when she is back, what now?
Where am i to go from here.
all my bridges have been burned.
I have no family, no friends to turn to.
you have seen to that. How am i to
cope with out you.
I truly love you. Not having your
love is tearing my heart and soul
apart.

wrote on 10-03-2004