Lucky

lucky.
that's not me.
i am not lucky.
i am unlucky.
nothing goes right for me.
my life has been going
downhill.
cant put the brakes on.
Because there are no brakes.
my life careening out of
control.
nothing i can do but go
along for the ride.
when will it change/
when i hit rock bottom?
or will this ride go on
forever?

wrote on 01/04/2001