Meaning

i do not know?
i dont know how
much more of this
i can take.
Being alone, i cant
stand it.
it is just not me.
i have so much to give.
i wasnt meant to be alone.
i was put here on this
earth to give of my self.
i have so muich love to give.
i have so much of myself to give.
to find my sopul mate is to
find the true meaning of my life.
i know that when i find my soul mate
i will find true happiness.
the true menaing of why god put me
on this earth.

wrote on01/21-2001