My Quest

where do i go from here?
right now here is hell.
i want out.
i want to find a place
i can call home.
a place that will be my
heaven on earth.
i thought i had found it
many times before, but
it always turned out
to be hell.
now if i could find my
heaven on earth, i would
be happy.
i would be joyful.
i would be content.
i would finally be at the
end of my quest, but
right now my quest seems
to be never ending.
some day soon my quest
will end, i will have found
my heaven on earth

wrote on 01/25/2000